Tuesday, December 31, 2013

No Surprise

It’s no surprise I despise you, 
It’s no surprise to advise absolution,
It’s no surprise you ignored the solution,
It’s no surprise to wake up hurt, agonized.
It’s no surprise to feel pain in my mother’s eyes,
It’s no surprise to be left out, only given goodbyes. 

I don’t expect to see things change,
I don’t expect to see you at close range,
I don’t expect to become your friend, honestly your strange.

However, I do demand your respect, remove your profane!
For you to understand the pain,
And why it came.

It was not me or them,
It was you and your games,
Using us as pawns was your picture perfect play,
You picked us wisely, you see
Dividing the kin allowed your side to win.
 
Exploiting your virtues was indeed a sin,
Manipulating persons spirited your rudeness,
How can I repair with pieces so small?
And still you fight for more?

This is not fair at all...

Wednesday, December 18, 2013

You Win

You win, you won, 
There nothing left to take.

Good luck to you and yours. 
Mine is doing just fine.

To forgive a horror is beyond ideal.

Wishful thinking, 
Blissful dreaming, 

For the day.

The day for you is coming. 
No one will see your pain, but me.

To see your discord, oh how will thee!
You must see,

Trepidation is imminent, and bitch so is me.